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Scarborough House, 35 Auckland Road, Sparkbrook, Birmingham, B11 1RH, email tom.harrison{at}nhs.net
Scarborough House
Scarborough House
c/o Scarborough House, Birmingham
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Case study |
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At no point until receiving therapy did I consider that there was a significant problem. The symptoms were typical but did not appear serious enough to warrant any attention. As each arose I ignored their interconnections. Waking at 3 oclock in the morning, churning over patient-related anxieties demonstrated to me that I really didnt need sleep. This endless "revolving door" of pre-occupation was "normal".At weekends the recurrent minor respiratory tract infections, with associated headaches, neck and shoulder pains, and excessive sweating, were seen as the inevitable consequence of having children at school. The diarrhoea I diagnosed as "irritable bowel syndrome" associated with a gluten allergy. The increasing self-centredness was just plain selfishness and part of an intractable insensitivity concerning the needs of others. The associated guilt increasingly prohibited discussion. My wifes consistent and patient attempts to point out that I was unwell I dismissed as overanxiety on her part. It was too trivial to bother the family doctor with. I entirely failed to recognise the distress that my condition caused in others.
The denouement came with two major infections, necessitating more time off sick in a year than during the previous 30. A quinsy was followed by pneumonia. I finally acknowledged the signs and negotiated "special" leave. As this approached I experienced episodes of frank anxiety with palpitations and mild panic. When I informed my therapist that I was possibly mildly stressed, he retorted that I was "boiling over"! It took weeks for this to sink in. Even now doubt lurks, despite the fact that treatment has eradicated most symptoms.
One of the difficulties in recognising work-related stress is accepting the need for care. Many staff in the health service are terrified of caring for themselves. It is far easier to be a martyr. However, others were suffering. Their accounts now follow.
His secretary
I have worked for T.H. for 11 years and didnt recognise that anything was wrong until he was off sick with pneumonia. Then the alarm bells started ringing. He did not tell me, or his colleagues, how he was feeling. Everyone is overstretched within the team and I thought it was pressure of work, as he was always taking on more or helping other teams out. Even when in hospital, he took his laptop computer with him and phoned me from the bed. He gave up extra work that he enjoyed, such as teaching, in order to concentrate on clinical work. I knew something was not right but did not know how to make sense of it. I have also had to cover administrative staff shortages in the team, adding to my own workload and stress. Neither of us found time to chat and reflect on what was going on.It was becoming increasingly difficult to approach him, as he didnt seem to have time to talk or discuss things. He was not dealing with things; the post and messages mounted up and it was falling on me to sort things out, increasing my stress. We had no contact with each other first thing in the morning, and it got to the stage when he did not even greet me. He became niggly and preoccupied. At the end of one week when he had had to do a number of Mental Health Act assessments, he got particularly wound up when asked to do another and attempted to avoid it.
I have enjoyed working with T.H. over many years and I think he was trying to protect me from his difficulties. Consequently, at no point did I feel the need to discuss this with him or anybody else.
His wife
During the period described above my symptoms mirrored his. I felt anxious, unworthy and that there was nowhere to turn. Our social life dwindled, as did our sex life. My colleagues noticed my anxious state and became concerned for my physical condition. The children "just got on with it"and the fact that their father receded into the background was a constant nagging concern. Ours is a strong marriage no wonder the partnerships of others are sacrificed where the relationship is not so secure. The feelings I have about the situation are still very raw and I still find it difficult to be objective, as painful feelings are revisited. I continue to watch him struggle to make an unchanged work situation bearable.
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Recognition |
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Self-deception would have led T.H. to give a negative response to the postal survey of White et al (2006). The General Health Questionnaire would fail to identify caseness because of the chronicity (Goldberg & Williams, 1988).
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Management |
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Return to work |
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Consequences |
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